Wednesday, January 9, 2008

THE GOOSE OR THE MALLARD..WHO WINS///IS IT REALLY A BATTLE ANYWAY??

OKAY..HOPEFULLY I HAVE NOT CONFUSSED ANYONE BY MY TITLE..SEE BACK IN JULY 07 I BLOGGED ABOUT FITTING IN TO A CERTAIN GROUP OR MOLD..IN LIFE WE SO BADLY WANT TO BE IN THE IN CROWD AND SADDLY MANY TIMES WE ARE OUTCASTS..BUT I SEE IT ANOTHER WAY.. WE ARE UNIQUE..

SEE IN MY BLOG THERE WERE ALL THESE GEESE AND ALL THESE WHITE DUCKS ON THE LAKE OUTSIDE MY YARD..YOU REALLY NEED TO READ THE BLOG TO INDERSTAND IT BETTER..BUT ANYWAY THERE WAS ONE LONE MALLARD ..NO MATE..JUST HIM..AND LIFE HAD UN-FOLDED BEFORE MY EYES..SEE THE CANDIAN GEESE WERE SO REGAL AND GRAND YET THEY WOULD NOT LET THE ONE LONE MALLARD JOIN THEIR GOUP ..THEY SHUNNED HIM..BUT THEN THERE WERE THESE 7 WHITE GEESE/DUCKS WHO CARED LESS IF THE MALLLARD WAS DIFFERENT..THEY OPEN UP AND WELCOMED HIM..THIS REMINDED ME OF WHY WE WERE PUT ON THIS EARTH..THAT ALLL ARE WELCOME AND IF THERE IS A CLICK WHO SAYS WHO ARE YOU..I SAY TO YOU REMIND THEM YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD!!!UNIQUELY MADE!!

WELL LATELY MY DUCKS HAVE ALL COME AND GONE..SOMEWHAT LIKE RELATIONSHIPS IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT...SOME STAY TRUE AND KNOW THEY OUR LOVED//CARED FOR //AND SERIOUSLY..FED!!BUT NOW..THEY ARE A FEW OF THESE AND A FEW OF THOSE..BUT WHAT TO MY WONDER IS I HAVE 1 CAND. GOOSE...WHERE IS HIS FLOCK//FRIENDS..WHY IS HE ALONE???WHAT COULD HE BE THINKING NOW..IT CAN BE LONEY AT TIMES LIKE THIS..YA KNOW..
WELL AS THE WEEKS HAVE PASSED I HAVE WATCHED THIS GOOSE..GO FROM STANDING ON THE SIDE LINE TO NOW..HAPPY IN THE PAC..ALL DIFFERENT..ALL UNIQUE..HMMM I ASK YOU THIS DEAR FRIEND..
ARE YOU A GOOSE??A MALLARD???
DO YOU LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY..I MEAN REALLY..WE WOULD ALL LIKE TO SAY WE DO..BUT WE ALL INCLUDING ME FAIL MISERABLY AT THIS AT TIMES..SO I ASK YOU..GET OUT OF YOUR FLESH..AND GO MAKE AMENDS..IS IT A PARENT??A SIBLING??OR A FRIEND YOU HURT OR THEY HURT YOU..IN THE END..DID IT ALL REALLY MATTER..JUST THEM..JUST YOU..AND ALWAYS OUR HEAVENLY FATHER.HMM THIS REMINDS ME OF MY # 60 BLOG..WOW..GO FIGURE THAT ONE...AS THE NEW YEAR HAS COME..I PRAY BONDAGES ARE BROKEN..I HAVE SEEN FIRST HAND WONDERFUL YOUNG PEOPLE ONCE SO CLOSE..SERIOUSLLY CLOSE NOW HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACH OTHER DUE TO POOR CHOICES..DIFFERENT PATHS CHOOSEN..AND JUST LIFE ITSELF..BUT REMEMBER WE DO ALL CHANGE BUT A TRUE FRIEND A GOOD FRIEND IS AWAYS THERE NO MATTER WHAT..THEY LOVE YOU AND CARE ABOUT YOU IN THE GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD TIMES..WE DONT HAVE TO HATE OR DISLIKE OR EVEN AGREE WITH THE PERSON..WE ONLY HAVE BEEN HURT AND HAVE HURT THEM MAYBE..BUT THAT IS WHERE FOREGIVENESS COMES IN...SO I HOPE..NO I PRAY..YOUR ISSUE IS SURRENDURED INTO OUR FATHER'S HANDS..AND YOUR RELATIONSHIPS ARE HEALED..MAYBE DIFFERNT PATHS IN LIFE BUT ALWAYS TRUEFULLY A FRIEND TO THE END...HMMM SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT...GOOD DAY!!!SINCERLY MS. ANGIE AND PROUDLY MOMMA ANGIE TO MANY..

Sunday, December 30, 2007

60..the "magic number" you gotta read this one

OKAY...WHAT DOES ONE THINK OF WHEN THEY SEE THE NUMBER (60)????

is it an age?? a # of pounds one wishes to loss???maybe $60.00 in cash//

but to me i am reminded that it can be only 60 seconds to change a life
to say i care..to say i am here..to say i am sorry..i was wrong..to say i love you..wow..

who would think that a simple 60 seconds could change a life forever..now my question is..who and how are you going to spend the next 60 seconds?? as the year enfolds and a new 2008 is upon us..i ask..have you said all you have to say..have you seriously reached out to make a difference..see it is in times like these..when we must choose..that one can grow..sometimes for the good and yes sadddly yes..sometimes for the bad..we have been given freedom of choice..but many times our flesh and pride set us aside and we lose all too precious time..see each 60 seconds can never be relived..changed...stop looking in your past and push forward..deep down each of us has alot of bondage if we are honest with ourselves..today in church we spoke of repentence..wow..that struck home for me ..see i fail everyday..i don;t set forth to do so..but we are humans..but i am so thankful my awesome father loves me in the good and the bad times..we put way to much into ourselves..we live to much by feelings..so and so hurt me..how could they and so on..well stop for one moment and just imagine ..with all we hurt from and see in the world what and how does our heavenly father do it..wow..it blows my mind..i am just so thankful for his foregiveness..now i ask you..who are you not to foregive..to step out..maybe be the first to make a move even if you don;t think your in the wrong..in the just of life..all that is ugg!!is wrong..jesus did not die for us to live like this..so i ask you dear friend..are you will to step out of your comfort zone and make :60 seconds" be amazing..and life changing..i know i want to..pray about it..he hears your cries..your fears..your insurities..and he's alway s has ..i pray this blog as sent you free..and today you choose to live the life you were intended to live..hmm 60 seconds..maybe 60 minutes..60 days..60 yrs..life in incredible!!!i wish you the very best....happy new year..i hope we are friends...and if not than i pray one day we will meet..sincerely the very best to you and your family..and please..seriously..think of how 60 seconds can effect your life...seriously....

Thursday, December 13, 2007

dominoes and real life

OKAY AWHILE BACK I BLOGGED ABOUT THE GAME OF CHESS AND THE BOARD GAME LIFE..WOW..THAT ONE REALLY WAS A WILD ONE BUT LATELY MY MIND HAS BEEN GOING A MILLIONS MILES A MINUTE AND ONE OF MY FAVORITE THIS TO SAY KEEPS GOING AROUND IN MY HEAD..SO HEAR IT GOES..

OKAY IN LIFE ITSELF WE HAVE MANY TWISTS AND TURNS..ALL RANDOM..SOMETIMES ALL IS AMAZING THEN WHOOSH..DEEP TURN/CURVE..WE FREAK OUT WONDERING HOW WILL IT TURN OUT..??END..WHAT CAN WE DO??OH MY..WELL
THAT IS WHY MY DOMINOE THEORY COMES INTO PLAY..SEE IF WE ARE CORRECTED PLANTED..POSTIONED(IN CHRIST)..YES WE WILL HAVE TWISTS AND TURNS..BUT IT IS IN HIS WILL AND TIMING.."HABIKUAK 2 2-4)THEY WILL COME TO PASS AND LIKE IN THE GAME DOMINOES..IT SET CORRECTED..THEY WILL FALL RIGHT IN PLACE IN THE CORRECT TIME..SOMETIMES SLOW..THE OTHER QUICKLY..BUT ALWAYS..PERCISE..SO IF WE..YES WE..ALL OF US..FIRMLY PLANT OURSELVES IN CHRIST..IN HIS WORD..IN HIS TIMING ALL WILL BE WELL..

HMMM..THE QUESTION IS ARE YOU LIVING FOR YOU..YOURFLESHLY WAYS..OR HAVE YOU GIVEN YOURSELF OVER COMPLETELY ???
I HOPE I EXPLAINED THIS CLEARLY ENOUGH...LIFE IS AMAZING..DON'T JUST LIVE TO RUSH THREW IT..HE HAS SOMETHING WONDERFUL AWAITING FOR YOU...AND IF YOU HAVE MADE MISTAKES..HEY WE ALL DO EVERYDAY..STEP UP AND ADMIT THEM..GET IT OUT THERE..DON'T HOLD ON TO IT..THAT DOES NOBODY ANY GOOD...TODAY IS A NEW DAY..MAKE THE MOST OF IT..YOU ARE INCREDIBLE..AND WONDERFULLY MADE..REMEMBER THAT..AND GO OUT AND SHARE YOURSELF WITH THE WORLD....SINCERELY MS. ANGIE..AND PROUDLY MOMMA ANGIE TO MANY..

Saturday, December 8, 2007

JUST FOR JESUS RALLY ON BATON ROUGE ON WED.

WOW..WHERE DOES ONE BEGIN..
FIRST EVERTYHING WENT WRONG..I WAS TO HELP WITH OUR YOUTH..THEN MY DAUGHTER WASN'T ALLOWED TO RIDE THE BUS..A TIMING ISUE..GO FIGURE..THEN WE DECIDE TO DRIVE..DO I SAY TRAFFIC..AFTER TRYING SO HARD TO GET OUT THE DOOR ON TIMW WITH 3 LOVELY DAUGHTERS..AND THEN WE GET THREIR AND WALK..AND I MEAN WALK..:I AM OLD) NOT REALLY BUT IT WAS ALL GOOD..WOW..THE KIDS..AMAZING AND GO FIGURE..WHEN I ENTERED..OUT OF A SEA A KIDS WE MEET UP ON TIMW WITH OUR SCHOOL TO GO IN AND HELP..'
GOD IS SO AWESOME!!!
THE DRAMA..MUSIC..AND WELL ALL OF IT..BUT WHAT TOUCHED MY HEART STRINGS WAS WHEN IT WAS ASKED HAD ANYONE EVER CONSIDER SUSICIDE..WOW..A SEA OF HANDS WENT UP...WHAT A WAKE UP CALL..IT IS SO HARD TO BE A YOUTH IN THESE DAYS AND TIMES..THAT DAY..LIVES WERE SET FREE JESUS WAS ACCEPTED BY MANY..BUT WHAT HAUTS ME IS HOW MANY DIDN;T RAISE THEIR HANDS..AND GO FORTH..THEIR BONDAGE..YA KNOW..EACH DAY I AM SO THANKFUL..AND ASKED TO BE USED..SEE I AM READY FOR THE RAPTURE,,BRING IT ON DADDY ..BUT THEN I THINK..WOW..SO MANY WON'T JOIN ME..AND HOW CAN I MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN A LIFE..WELL LET ME TELL YOU..LOVE THEM LIKE JESUS..EACH AND EVERYONE OF US HAS THE ABILITY THAT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER HAS GIVEN US..TO STEP OUT AND LOOK AND LOVE ON THE ONE!!!..SUBMIT TO HIM AND HE WILL DIRECT YOUR PATH TO THEM..SOEMTIMES IT'S NOT WHAT WE SAY..MANY TIMES IT'S JUST BEING THERE TO LISTEN..BUT PRAY..PRAY..WORDS HAVE DAMING EFFECTS IF WE SPEAK THEM OUT OF OUR OWN AND NOT BY HIS WILL..BUUT YOU CAN AND DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE..YES INDEDDED!!!AMEN..
WOW..MY MIND IS STILL IN AWHHH..AS I SEE THOSE PRECIOUS FACES THAT WENT UP ON THAT DAY,,ANGELS WERE REJOICING IN HEAVEN THAT MOMENT..YES INDEDED!!!WELL TO ALL..HAVE THE MOST AMAZING DAY..EXCUSE MY TYPE O'S WHEN I AM ON A ROLL..I GO WITH IT AND I DON;T LIKE TO RE-READ IT..SO AFRAID MY FLESH WILL TAKE OVER AND RE-WRITE..I JUST PRAY AND GO WITH IT YOU KNOW...LOVE TO ALL ONE DAY I WILL LEARN HOW TO ADD YOU ALL TO MY FRIENDS LINE UP..I AM SO NOT A COMPUTER PERSON..BARE WITH ME..SINCERELY MS. ANGIE

Monday, December 3, 2007

I LOVE MY COOKING FOR CHRIST FAMILY

WOW I HAVE THE HONOR AND PRIVELIGE OF BEING APART OF ANY INCREDIBLE FAMILY..COOKING FOR CHRIST..IT;S SO MUCH MORE THAN PREPARING AND SERVING UP A MEAL..WE FEED A BODY YES!!BUT ALSO A PIRIT AND A SOUL..WE HAVE THE HONOR OF BEING USED AS HIS HANDS AND FEET..HIS VOICE AND MANY TIMES HIS EARS. TO LISTEN..WE ENCOURAGE AND WE SUPPORT..I JUST LOVE EVERY MOMENT WITH THEM..I USED TO THINK WHAT CAN ONE PERSON DO..SO MANY TO REACH..CAN WE EVER MAKE A DIFFERNCE..THEN DAILY I SEE FIRST HAND..SEE SERVE FOR THE ONE..OUR HEAVENLY FATHER..FOR THE ONE..LOST ONE..OUR WORLD IS CRAZY AND SADDLY DARK AT TIMES..BUT HPC IS SO AWESOME..WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO BE APART OF THIS AMAZING FAMILY FOR 8 ALMOST NINE YEARS..WOW AND JUST THIS YEAR TO CFC..WE WOULD HELP AT ALL THE BIG EVENTS MIND YOU BUT THIS YEAR..GOD TOLD ME TO STEP UP..SEE I HAVE NO TRUE COOKING TALENTS..YES I CAN COOK BUT I THOUGHT WHAT COULD I BRING TO THE TABLE(GROUP)..SADDLY SATAN HAS MANY THINKNIG THAT WAY..NOW I GET TO SHARE AND ENCOURAGE MANY..I HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO BE OUR VOLENTEER CORDNATOR FOR CFC HIGHLAND CAMPUS....I GET TO MEET PEOPLE AND SHARE WITH THEM OUR INCREDIBLE OUTREACH...AMEN..OUR FATHER IS SO AWESOME...PLEASE NEVER DOUBT THAT ONE PERSON CAN OR WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE..STEP UP AND STEP OUT..IF IT'S NOT HIS WILL HE'LL LET YOU KNOW..MAKE MY WORD..PAUL AND HIS MEN DID NOT WAIT ..THEY STEPPED UP AND SET FORTH..FAITH..ACTION..HE'LL DIREDT YOU..MARK MY WORD..HE'S SO AWESOME LIKE THAT...IF YOU EVER HAVE TIME STOP BY THE COOKING SHED..THEIR ARE SOME INCREDIBLE PEOPLE THIER..I AM BLESSED TO CALL THEM FAMILY...IT'S AMAZING..WE FELLOWSHIP AROUND THE FIRE..AND PUT FORTH SOMETHING INCREDIBLE...AND WE GET TO SEE DAILY FIRST HAND LIVES BEING CHANGED..I JUST WISH I COULD DO IT EVERY DAY..AMEN...
WELL IT'S LATE AND LOVE TO ALL..I'M BACK BLOGGING..I FEEL IT WELLING UP INSIDE..INFACT I HAVE SO MUCH I WANT TO GET OUT BUT HE IS SAYING WAIT..WAIT..GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT UPON OUR LORD..HAVE THE MOST AMZAING DAY..IT'S 2;20 AM AND I AM OFF TO BED DEAR FRIEND..P.S..ONE MORE THING...I KNOW THIS IS FOR SOMEONE..WHO I DO NOT KNOW..

ARE YOU WONDERING ..WAS I IN THE WRONG..COULD I HAVE SAID OR DID SOMETHING DIFFERENT..IF I STEP UP WILL I BE ACCEPTED..FOREGIVEN..SO MUCH TIME HAS PASSED..WHAT GOOD WOULD IT DO ANYWAY..I'M HAPPY AND LIFE IS GOOD...HMMMM???PRAY ABOUT IT..SERIOUSLY PRAY..SO MANY TIMES SATAN WANTS US TO DOUBT..AND SECOND GUESS..I KNOW THIS..MANY TIMES I AM SO TRYINHG TO STEP UP AND SAVE THE HURTING AND L;OST THAT I SADDLY FORGET THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN PLACED BEFORE ME IN LIFE WHO HAVE CHOOSEN A DIFFENCERT PATH(LIFE).I DON'T WANT TO GET TO HEAVEN AND FIND OUT A PRECIOUS LIFE WAS SET BEOFRE AND MY PRIDE WOULDN'T LET ME STEP UP AND MAKE THE FIRST MOVE NO MATTER HOW HART OR EMBARASSING IT COULD BE...YA KNOW???JUST A THOUGHT..HOPE IT HELPS..WOW..I AM SO GIDDY RIGHT NOW..I JUST WANT TO JUMP FOR JOY..I FEEL SOEONE HAS BEEN SET FREE FROM THIER BONDAGE..GO WITH IT..PLEASE...FOLLOW THE HOLY SPIRIT PROMPTING YOU..AMEN..
WELL I WILL LEAVE YOU WITH THAT DEAR FRIEND..IT'S SO GOOD TO BE BACK..LOVE TO ALL..P.S SATURDAY DEC.15TH WE GO CAROLING..ALL ARE WELCOME..IT'S ALOT OF FUN...PLEASE JOIN US.7-9 PM AT 11446 MOSS SIDE DR..GONZALES, LA..WE LIVE DOWN THE STREET FROM ST. AMANT HIGH..YOU'LL LOVE IT..HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE...

Sunday, December 2, 2007

i'm back..yes!!!indeed

WOW..IT'S SEEMS LIKE FOREVER..WOW..
OKAY..ONCE AGAIN I WAS AWOKEN BRIGHT AND EARLY AT 1.34 AM AND TRIED TO GET ON AND FINALLY AFTER ABOUT 1/2 HR. DID..COMPUTERS..MAN!!!NOW I TRIED TO STAY IN BED..BUT DADDY HAD ANOTHER IDEA..SEE I AWOKE WITH A (A.D.D /H.D..D..MOMENT)..YA KNOW..SEE OUR LIFE HAS BEEN IN A (BLIZZARD SEASON ) RIGHT NOW..AND I AWOKE TO BE REMINDED TO SHARE WITH YOU..THIS IS FOR SOMEONE I KNOW...
ISN'T IT SO FITTING.. LIFE IS GOING ALONG JUST SO AMAZING ..I MEAN AWESOME AND YOU ARE LIKE WOW..THAN OUT OF LEFT FIELD..BAM..BAMM..AND YOU STOP AND THINK HEY,,,WHY ..WHAT..Hmmmm??? WELL THAT IS WHERE WE HAVE BEEN..I HAVE BEEN SO TOTALLY CONSUMMED WITH EXISTING..AND TONIGHT I WAS REMINDED TO STEP UP AND SERVE IT UP..SEE..I KNOW..THAT WHAT EVER LIFE..HAS THROWN AT ME..OUR GOD IS SO FAITHFUL..AND EVEN THOUGH MY WINTER SEASON(CRAZY) IS UPON ME ...A SPRING ..AMAZING SEASON IS JUST AROUND THE BEND..AND IT'S BEEN SO HARD TIMES TIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE IN AND CRY BUT I KNOW..BETTER AND I LAUGH..SEE IT IS IN SEASON'S LIKE THIS..I KNOW..

ONE IT'S NOT IN MY HANDS..

2..SOMETHING INCREDIBLE IS JUS AROUND THE BEND..

3.LIFE HAPPENDS..BUT ALL TO HIS GLORY..HE WILL PROTECT ME AND MY FAMILY AND WILL MAK ALL THINGS WONDERFUL AND GLORY TO HIS NAME..

SO I SAY DEAR FRIEND..TO MY CRAZY SEASON IN LIFE..BRING IT ON!!!IT'S ALL GOOD..GOD IS GOOD..I AM SO BLESSED...PLEASE REMEMBER TO ENJOY EACH AND EVERY PRECIOUS MOMNET IN LIFE.REMEMBER..EACH ONE CAN'T BE CHANGED OR TAKEN BACK..SO WATCH YOUR WORDS..GUARD YOUR HEARTAND REMEMEBER YOU DO MATTER..YOU MAKE A BIG DIFFERNCE IN THIS CRAZY AND SOME TIMES HECTIC LIFE WE LIVE IN..SO STEP UP AND BE ALL THAT YOU ARE DESTINED TO BE..SOMETHING INCREDIBLE AND AMAZING IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN..MARK MY WORD!!!!LUV YA LOTS..SINCERELY MS. ANGIE..

Thursday, July 26, 2007

I WANT TO BE A MALLARD!!!!

i want to be the mallard!!what about you...

okay have you ever seen something and your mind just went in hundred directions but all your thought s came to the same ending..let me explain...i live on a lake lot and many times i love to go out and watch the ducks..i see them every day..i love to watch the sunrise..but this day was different..see..i saw a flock of white ducks and one mallard..he was so odd looking ..hanging out with these 7 white ducks..my mind thought..isn't it fitting..in life..don't we all feel like the odd one out from time to time..but as i watched..i noticed..the"gang" white ducks could have cared less..they accepted him..odd ball or not..his differnce made no differnce..then i gazed out and saw all the candian geese..over a dozen..they are so majestic..and regal..so grand..as i watched them..i noticed..they stayed together..they called out and more..of the same landed with them....the white ducks and one mallard tried to come over but the geese chased them away..so natsy like..i dare you>>so fitting..do you ever come across a group of people who think they are so better than you..and they won't even take the time to get to know you...it's sad..as i watched the whole scence in front of me..a life lesson unfolded ...i thought about how Jesus was so different when he walked this earth as a human and all the trials he went threw..standing out and all..and well i say..be diiferent..be yourself...love with all your heart..and if they won't let you in their little group..well sadly..it's their loss because you are someone really special..we are put on this earth to be a vessel..to show God's love and compassion..am i perfect'''no way!!!not even close..and i fail misserably every day..but i wake up each morning thankful to be alive and know i am here to make a differnece..to be used..and when i sleep at night..i pray to be used again....and again..so to all of you who don't quit fit into the "mold" of a group..i say stand up..stand out..and be proud..walk like Jesus...it's okay to be differnent..and to all of you who are in your own little klicks.and won't let others in..well i feel sorry..you may be not letting Jesus himself in..afterall..He is in all of us..remember!!!!!..well something to think about dear friend or those who read my blogs..i wish you the most amazing day(life)...try to awake each day and look at the beautiful sunrise..each day is a masterpiece..a gift drawn from God himself..no 2 are alike..and each so valuable...luv to all ..have a great day!!!